Great expectations

My sister gave birth to a boy a couple of years ago
This gave me the chance to reexperience what happened when I was a baby too
The best part of it all
This time round am experiencing it maturely and consciously
Its absorbing
Its enlightening
This baby would have to go through the processes I went through
I stood back to see things clearer
Solve this puzzle and get a better picture
Right after his birth
Some said he should have been a girl
So the expectations start even befor you are born
As he went through the processes
More tasks were layed on him
All in good spirits I believe
Why clear a path for one on the ground
When you know
not if he or she will walk or fly
Hope you grow to be a teacher,doctor,president,pilot and an astronomer
From the ground to the stars
They stretch you
BOOM!
NOW I get it!
I was employed to do great things things
Without reference to my capabilities and skills
Am not denyin the fact I could do anything on this earth
Am denying the fact I would want to do anything on this earth
They told me to fly
When I found peace and my passion all lay in walking
So now am a dissapointment for not doing what you wanted me doing
You are wrong
You taught me how to be a slave for this world
Instead of teaching me how to be human in this world
No one said welcome and I hope you choose your own path
No one said never forget to dance in the rain when you still young
No one said my best friend was my mother and heaven on earth was being in her arms
No one said its better to have peer pressure than nevet have peers
No one said words were medicine
No one said its all about your heart
No one and I mean no one said
Just be a human

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That Friend (Part Two)

She got my message
But she says we should be friends
I smile and turn around
so she won’t see pain on my face
With those hazel eyes she gazes
And says is everything alright?
How can it be when you just got me friend zoned
Just want to put my hand on your collar bone
Shake it till your brain comes home
Am that guy that loves you so
Just because he loves you so
Not because you got a beautiful face
Nice smile with them cute lips
Slender body I want to wrap my arms around
Thats what most of these guys see
They go after you like they want to plant seed
But really they just want to eat and leave
Have you decieved while they recieve
Then they leave you in pieces
Am not here for such treason
Am here with a good reason
Stay by you season by season
It might be hard to believe in
Looking at the past I leave behind me
Now listen to my reasons
When I look at you
You are the closest thing to my perfection
And am in love with that brain
Not the dressing
Even though you cover up
And thats respectful
But thats just beside the actual
Am inlove with whats inside because thats factual
You got your flaws and thats to be expected
I don’t reject them
I love your good and bad
Because they make you what you are
You are my hearts desire
And it hurts so much
But I have to put out my fire
Because your’s burnt out long ago
And I suppose its always been over too
Even though I choose not to believe it
Doesn’t change the fact it’s over between us
So as we walk our paths seperately
I desperately hope that we meet again someday

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